The Book of Genesis
Day 419
Ge 45:1 Then
Joseph could not restrain himself before all those who stood by him, and he
cried out, "Make everyone go out from me!" So no one stood with him
while Joseph made himself known to his brothers. 2 And he wept aloud, and the
Egyptians and the house of Pharaoh heard it.
Joseph can’t stand
it anymore. Upon hearing Judah’s willingness to be surety for Benjamin, he
realizes that God has done a work in the heart of Judah. I wonder if Joseph
knew that it was Judah who convinced his brothers to spare his life in the
first place. It was Judah who suggested that they sell Joseph to the
Ishmaelites.
Now, Judah had
come full circle. And even though he was instrumental in saving Joseph’s life,
one has to wonder about his guilty flashbacks over the last 20 years concerning
the welfare of his little brother. The guilt of what he had done, gnawing at
him often.
Maybe it was this
guilt that motivated him to make this impassioned plea on behalf of Benjamin.
Judah had been down this road before of abandoning a brother and he wasn’t
going to go down that road again if he could help it. Even if it meant his own freedom in exchange
for the freedom of Benjamin, he would do it!
The fact is, Judah
has been in his own personal prison ever since that day the Ishmaelites rode off
with Joseph in bonds. This incident with Joseph was an opportunity for him to
shake some of that guilt. It was a place where he would be able to “bear fruit
worthy of repentance. A chance to do the right thing. His willingness to pay the penalty for
Benjamin demonstrated a genuine sorrow over his sin with Joseph that went way
beyond mere lip service.
This was a real
conversion!
Perhaps this is
what finally broke Joseph. He demands that he be left alone with his brothers
so he can make himself known to them. And herein lies the lesson for us.
I wonder, have you
been burdened with guilt over any past mistakes in your life> Have you been
brought to this place of repentance where you have godly sorrow over your sins?
It was your sin and my sin that put Jesus on the cross you know, and until we
realize that truth, our brother Jesus will not “make Himself known “ to us.
Godly sorrow over sin, always precedes the revelation of Jesus , and when He
reveals Himself to the penitent sinner, He always says, “I forgive.”
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